Mark My Words

If you’re nice to me, then I’ll be nice to you. If you hate me then I’ll ignore you. It’s a matter of give and take.

Today I woke up in the afternoon, I ate brunch, cleaned up after myself and went off to use my laptop. Around later in the afternoon I received a text from a close friend (let’s call him cereal) inviting me to play AdventureQuest Worlds, usually shortened to AQ Worlds or AQ. And yes, I’ve been playing the game for quite a while now. It’s actually pretty good, but I do have to admit I took a break from it for a couple of years. Moving on, I was first introduced to the game by cousin, then slowly but surely, I started to love it. I started off as a healer and currently, I am a level 30 rank 2 oracle 😀 So I went off to finish a certain plot line in the game and got stuck in a very, and I mean very, hard area. I had to get a key as a drop from a monster that’s level 40 and has a life that’s about 50 000. I had no choice but to ask help from others, luckily there were other players in the area so it made the job slightly easier.

As I progressed through the game, stuck in the same area for quite some time now, I noticed one of the players belonging to the same country as I. How did I find out? Simple, the language he used in the in-game chat was my country’s mother tongue. Anyways, after the nth time to kill the monster and not getting the drop at all, the said guy gave up said goodbye then logged out of the game. Oh but guess what? After a few seconds, possibly a minute or two, I was suddenly logged out of the game. At first I thought my connection just crashed, so I tried logging in again. Then game suddenly mentioned that the username and password doesn’t match up so I suddenly got worried. What did I do? I clicked forgot my password.

I opened my email and found what I needed. And yes, what you guys thought was right. I was hacked. The annoying part was the password meant “I hacked this” in our language. I was pissed. I mean really pissed. When I got hold of my account, with me changing the password and all, the first thing I went to was my inventory. Before I got hacked, my inventory space was 35 or 38/50 now it’s currently 18/50. I checked the bank in the game, it’s basically where I store my extra items, it was all sold off. I was also removed from my guild and all my in-game friends wasn’t on my list. Three names only remained on that list, and the aforementioned guy a while ago was there. Of course that raised my suspicions, and I reported it to the mods of the game.

As of now, I’m waiting for a reply so let’s just hope for the best. It’s partly my fault anyway for creating such an easy password and all but the fact that that person hacked my account basically means he/she doesn’t mind stealing. If you stumble upon this post of mine, I hope you’re happy bringing misery to someone who worked hard to gain all those items and friends you just sold off and deleted. I hope you’re happy removing me from my guild. I hope you’re happy with what you’ve done but mark my words, I will find you and you’re gonna get it.

If you give a hacker a new toy, the first thing he’ll do is take it apart to figure out how it works.
~Jamie Zawinski

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A waste of my time

There are times when one has to make the first move to know if the other truly cares for her as much as she does.

The first time we I left, you told me you’ll get everything fixed. When we I couldn’t take it anymore, the last words I heard you say was “I swear I’ll earn you guys back”. But nothing happened.

I always thought that I did the right thing- leave before I get left behind again. You left me not once, not twice, but thriceDid you really think I’ll give you another damn chance after you left me behind so many times? Call me bitter or whatever but it always seemed like you’d never give a damn about our friendship- much less leave me behind without a second thought.

cared about you. I loved you like you were my own sister. Did you even care about me? Well considering you left me, your best friend for who knows how long, for some guy who you barely talked to or practically ignored all those years ago- I guess you didn’t. I guess this is where you can say “love is blind” huh?

Honestly, I did leave but even if I did- I still waited for you. I left thinking that you’ll figure out that I meant the opposite of every single damn thing I said. That you’ll know that I did all this for a reason. I held on that tiny piece of hope that maybe, just maybe, there’s still this part of you that screams “chase after her!”. But I was wrong. You didn’t do anything at all. It went on for months and that last piece of hope I had in me- was sure as hell mortifying.

I waited and waited and waited to the point that I look like some idiot telling everyone that I didn’t give a damn but deep inside it felt like I created my own personal hell to haunt me. I waited for so long, but I guess it was time to give up. It was time to completely let go. It was time to move on. You love him more than me, I get it. I walked away from all this pain- from you. I simply didn’t care anymore.

I remember the time you left me for some girl who happened to share the same fandom as you. You left me unknowingly and as much as it was also partly my fault for ignoring you after being unintentionally ignored, thinking back you never tried again. I remember my big sister telling me you weren’t worth it and that I should never remember your existence in my life. And so I did. I spent one whole damn year acting as if you didn’t exist- so did you. But on the bright side I found new friends. Friends to make new memories with. Friends to be happy with.

Who would have known that by the time we entered high school, you’d be back in my life and the friends I met welcomed you with open arms. Might I add my dear sister said I was so stupid to accept you with open arms once again and said “You’ll regret it for the rest of my life”. Nonetheless we had the time of our lives. We laughed, we cried, we acted crazy. It was the most fun I ever had. But then again, time wouldn’t let it last. Things went south once you found him, and mind you, I wasn’t the only one who noticed.

Months passed by and gossips were all around. People didn’t like your relationship, and if I may add, their image of you drastically changed because of it. You were once the sweet, modest and honest girl to them but now? You were nothing but a coquette, a slut if worse. The first few times I heard of it, it pained me. But the fact that I knew what actually happened, and nonetheless you said it was true, made a part of me think otherwise. Just what happened to you?

Time passes by, and here comes the end of the school year. It was practically normal, until you attempted to talk to me. “If she exerts enough effort, I might give her a chance but I won’t give her an easy time” is what I thought not ’til you brought out your little “peace offering”. Sure, bribe me out if, that’ll get us back. Wrong. As much as the intentions were sincere, that one action destroyed everything. Did you really think your “gift” would help? More like it pissed us off more.

So now as I stupidly write all this, and tell myself don’t give a damn anymore, I let boredom take over me and ended up reading up on your profile. And yes, call me a stalker all you want but who the heck cares? It seemed like you don’t care about me or any of our friends anymore. The fact that we left seemed to make you happy as well. God it hurts. I know I left, I know I brought all this upon myself. I know I deserve all of this crap, but it doesn’t change the fact that it still hurts.

I once talked to my mom about all the crap happening around me but then she told me “You know what? She’s lucky to have you. You loved her way too much- to the point that she’s like family to you” and when I protested saying that I didn’t give a damn about you anymore she said “If you didn’t care, you wouldn’t be this much affected. You wouldn’t even show any emotion. I see anger, sadness and pain in your eyes every time her name is brought up” and to that I didn’t have a comeback. Maybe my mom was right. Maybe I still do care, maybe not. Maybe my sister was right, maybe I shouldn’t have let you simply waltz in my life. I would’ve been happier that way. Who knows? What’s done is done. I left before you left me anyway. One thing is what I’m sure of, yes you made a part of my life full but the fact that you were about to leave me made everything a waste of my time.

I believe there are more urgent and honorable occupations than the incomparable waste of time we call suffering.
~Sidonie Gabrielle Colette

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FAIRY TAIL Returns!

Fairy Tail’s new opening

April 5, what’s the best thing about this day? It’s simple! Fairy Tail‘s television anime returns! You would probably say something along the lines of “who cares?” or “what about it?” but to me and my fellow otakus, it’s one of the best things we could ever ask for. After it’s one year hiatus, Fairy Tail is now back in action!

Currently, the story continues of where the previous season and ended, basically the Grand Magic Games arc. Right now my happiness is at its peak so I’ll post something as soon as I can 😉 See ya guys!

Enjoy some screencaps ’til then 😀

And as usual, Gray and Natsu fights like there’s no tomorrow

Who else is there to tell them off?

Wendy creating a magical rune

Wendy performing the spell

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I never get tired of their reactions :))