How long has it been since I’ve claimed that I don’t love you anymore? How long has it been since I’ve tried to give up on you? How long has it been since I kept telling myself to let go of this love?
Happy Birthday is just something I simply want to say, but I guess I’m pretty much a few days late since you were born on the 29th of March. As cliche as I may sound I’ve decided to write everything I
feel felt for you for the longest time. Who knows, you might stumble upon this blog of mine sometime in the future.
To be honest, I’ve tried my very best to forget about you. Constantly thinking about worthless things to get you out of my thoughts. I studied ’til my brain bled, worn myself out during training, had countless of sleepless nights watching anime and reading manga. No matter what I did, you never leave my mind.
I remember meeting you for the first time. I always thought “this guy’s out of my league, but I guess it’d be nice to befriend him”. One way or another we ended up as classmates and might I add, you had actually surprised me. I always thought you were the shy type, but boy was I wrong. You were pretty much loud, rambunctious but you got along with everyone else. We had more contact than I initially thought we would but who would’ve known I’ve fallen for you?
I’d pretty much say that I never properly told you how I felt you but what’s done is done. Hopefully this post would make up for it.
Happy Birthday, Swiss. I
love loved you.