Just why?

Tell me, why do you do this? Why do you want me to be so miserable? I can’t get a clue! Why? Why? Why? WHY?  I’ve done NOTHING wrong to you! Why? Why? Why? WHY?

As much as it hurts, I’ve done my best to not be “me” in front of you. If I become “me” then you’ll just completely hate me, because I’m just some random girl that you don’t give a damn about, somebody really annoying, somebody you despise. I’m useless, I’m weak, I’m nothing. I’m a coward, I hide behind a tough exterior but in reality, I’m really fragile inside. I’m pathetic, aren’t I? So tell me, why? Despite my hardest effort, why do you still treat me like this?

I don’t know what to do. I don’t even understand if I should still love you. But I’m a hypocrite, I say this but in actuality I DO love you.

Please tell me. Please explain to me,  just why Swiss?

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